Tuesday, October 16, 2007 ;
10/16/2007 08:57:00 AM
Sometimes you will suddenly realized that the one you have been going after is not the one you might want to spend your time with as you know that it will never work out... You let it slide.. but then how can this be done without the other letting go.
I'm sorry for misleading but then you are the misleaded leading on the misleader all this while..
You will never have the best of both world cuz your morals does not allow you to... and to do so, you might enjoy it but in the long run, all you will feel is guilt as you will be letting both person down. Just forget and move on. Enjoy the bliss that you have... or actually the false picture that you have painted for yourself... cuz you have miss it, your chance for something different..
Anyway, somehow I just know it will not last.. we are too different, we are too late.. It was never meant to be. I guess I have begun to let go and hope you will slowly understand that to. Understand that it is just a fling and maybe for me, my feeble attempt to know what I've missed out... I dunno.. it is just crude of me..
I trying to learn all over again now.. hope you do to...
J'amore mon cherie
